Was talking to an old friend that day and we started talking about how we've been all these time.

it's true when they say that as you get older, you realise how ugly things are around.
it can mean your life, friends, relationship or work.
when you have a quiet time to yourself and start thinking about it, you'd realise what a dumbfuck you've been.
okay maybe not for you. but for me, yea.
like certain decisions made, walking on the old route knowing there's a landslide ahead.
believing that hey- maybe there might be a roadblock giving some sorta leeway. fuck no, that's stupid.
and when your friends say they:" told you so." you just wanna *pop* into a turd.
worst still, when you even lose friends who are trying to talk you out of doing the wrong thing.

so yea. we're all on the move now. having a fresh start.
it's probably been a long time already. but im glad we talked about it and we're still friends.
lesson #18 in life: do more reality checks.

look at us.
what we used to be back then, don't matter shit now.
we get hurt. we stand up. the pain we feel only makes us stronger than before.
life now is great. and can get better. (: