[ jukebox track >>> that song adam sandler played to drew barrymore on a ukelele in 50 First Dates ]


you know what im talking about.
finally i get to see the entire season one without snips of episodes here and there.
and it really lives up to its name. nice show.
maybe it's just me, but i find chuck bass very charming.
asshole he may be, but he is pretty awesome as a friend.
that's like a really common phenomenon in guys nowadays.

chuck and blair seems like a cute couple.

romance for people in different worlds is tough.
and it is apparent in the show that it wont work out.

then there's nate archibald.
blond, blue eyes, boy cut hair, charming smile.
it's only right that he dated like 3 girls in one season.

ohh. time to watch The Nanny now.
her nasal voice is just irresistible.
till then.

[ jukebox track>>> leaving (acoustic) - jesse mccartney ]

my mom came back for a day and went away again.
this time even better. no allowance left for me.
i have 12 dollars left in my wallet and god knows when she'll be back again.

Plus I only have half a pack of Lays and 2 packets of myojo noodle left. Tsk tsk tsk

i've turned into a couch potato nowadays.
people find it odd when they call and i tell them im at home.
hello? as if i lead some wild life. i've never even decently clubbed once.
im just busy with school, hanging out a lil and doing normal stuff people do wat.

Though I wouldn’t mind barring and drinking a lil with my close friends.

thursday sessions was accompanied by jason mozart.
but he was like idling around. nonsense man. Dunno what he’s trying to do.

Well somehow it greatly affected me cos I get a lil tensed when people who aren’t normally there are there. People call it stage fright but technically speaking, there isn’t any stage so my condition is kinda worst.

Yt was getting a lil bit riled cos she had to play Nobody’s Home five times before I finally sang.

And that was only because Jason went to the toilet. LOL

went to school today. YES, on a SATURDAY.
and i missed my 黄金路 and 恶作剧 2 吻 okay. HAIYA.
(haha. Someone was quite revolted when i complained to her.)
for what? bacteria counting.
and considering the inconsistency in the result, i guess we still have a lot to do.
heard from james that some already finished with theirs already. Jade, i think.
time to start on the report, i guess.

__________________________________________________________________
and now for your weekly dosage of music to the ears.
put on your headphones and enjoy.



some people find his voice whiny.
but on the flipside, i find it awesome.
and it resembles someone's voice ah. haha
"she got me singing. ooh she got me singing. she got me singing. baby you got me singing."

[ jukebox track>>> just go- jesse mccartney]


Studio Staircase 15.


thursday sessions that triggered some 9.0 earthquake.
but heck it. i had some laughs.
the vids are in flv format. remind me to pass to you, balls.

dont kill me. this pic is classic. haha
but of cos, nothing beats the vids. LOL

Visit to the Lord of Hilberder.
(prefers to remain mysterious)

who owns a bloody Mac Garage Band system.
the recording is effing awesome.


and a little retail therapy before my shinigami leaves for the land of soaring cranes and delectable oyster omelette for a week.
ah well. at least i know my darling Jasper is still here with me.

then followed by Environmental Tech Day.
goodness. that was seriously the most wasted day of my life.
idling there. supposedly presenting our FYP poster with Jessypoops to the businessmen but i dont remember presenting to anyone except francis and this french woman who sells activated carbon. so technically speaking, we didnt present to anybody prospective.

had FYP today and we chanced upon the Educational Career Fair at agora.
took a couple of brochures for the overseas uni esp canadian ones.
local uni can forget it la huh. nabeh. 3.6 and above.
i just realised out of all the booths, only a handful offers veterinary science course.
and the only ones that offers foundation year are the canadian and american unis.
best part is they are the most costly ones.
22,000 plus per year for three/four years in degree, balls.
but tuition and lodging fees all included.
sigh. seeing the crowd, application forms, chatterings about future prospects and i can hardly breathe already.
see how my grades goes for this sem first. get me through this pls.
.
.

there are a couple of people that look pretty constipated when singing.


like jesse mccartney and mraz.
but somehow, people who sing like that seem to sound really good.
especially on unplugged performances.
nad thinks jesse mac cant sing. i think nad is nuts.

[jukebox track>>> amazed- duncan james]

WHAT’S THE MATTER WITH YOU?

AAAAAARGH.
this week is just whotsamudi.
feel so drained.
already so tired and now this emotional weights are coming in at the worst timing.
i've bade goodbye to Precious Thots, my mom's not in town, money is running out, my diet is filled with MSG, get misunderstood, understand that im an ass, getting Bs, my cats shit every few hours and my overdue bills are knocking on the door.

self realisation just kicked in and im telling you, IT STINKS.
wanna explain myself for so many things, but i reckon, forget it.
this may only make things worst.

so im sorry to those im sorry for.
to jamie, sorry for being insensitive to your feelings and for ever making you feel like you should not. im grateful for all you've done and if i werent such a church mouse, i swear i would have given you so much.
but i need you to understand that i have FYPs and other things to catch up with sometimes.
i already go to school with you everyday and for first breakouts, i dont see why going out oftenly shows how deep a friendship is. (and my sundays are reserved for you pls.)
as long as we are there for each other at times of dire state or take the effort to catch up, i dont see why you should feel that im not treasuring our friendship.
and priority wise, i admit sometimes i prefer to go out with some other ppl but it is not because i hate spending time with you but because i like to hang out with new people as well. you understand what im saying?
we've known each other way back and im hoping you can understand me more than any other person can.
as for not giving/forgetting to give you presents, i am really sorry. i swear this christmas i will. [p.s: uhh when was i pissed when you opened up to me? i cant remember.]

to YT, sorry for my indecisiveness, forgetfulness and last minute back-outs. thanks for giving me a wake up call, really. thank you.

to alg, sorry for being such an unpunctual turd.

also to rahim and taufiq, sorry for being a ditcher for countless times.

and to kelvin my brother (if you even see this), im sorry if you ever feel i dont care for all the great things you did for me. because i really do.
you may tell me "it's okay" but trust me, it doesnt make me feel any better.
of all my friends, i feel most indebted to you.
for all the times you helped me when im hungry at night or console me when i cry or confide in you for random problems.
you seem to be the only male friend i have that my mom really likes.
that's why you are just like family.
treat you to teh-peng when you camp out (cos i can only afford that). good luck for your NS.

and for the umpfuckingteenth time, i am not expressing anger.
it is just that sometimes, certain things are not what i can control.
so dont judge me based on that or make accusations built on assumptions.
i realised the people i thought knew me, doesnt.

so emma, pls come home.
i have so much to tell you and baby brother, Steph.
i feel so lost without you.

it has been three years since i felt so heavy.
poly life really made me a more cheerful person.
and a blinded one as well.

note to self//
this is the phase of your life where you tell yourself:
you are becoming what you hate.

[jukebox track>>> let there be love - oasis]

there is a million things i wanna say.
but let's just keep it simple for now.

At Gramophone record store.


YT was quite bothered by something i did.
well im SORRY. but it was a splendid moment wasnt it? HAHA


hard rock soon. we gave him a See Ya promise, YT.


TOYOLS OF THE KITCHEN PART UNO.

no doubt eggs are the most delicious and CONVENIENT food.

ingredients for a heartay supper.

look who's doing the dishes.

toasting the bread in a very vintagey oven. near explosion actually.

scrambled eggs and mr. bean sardines. with a cup of coke.

after which.
we did some stupid shit before heading to bed.
cos it was like in the middle of the night and i had a flashback about the Will Smith scene in I Am Legend where he was sitting in the bath tub and hiding from the vampiric being's shrill.
and ann lee was like all spooky shits with me.
we even went to Youtube searching for scary vids to freak ourselves out before bedtime.
smart move.
AND RIGHT NOW, at 4am in the morning, this crazy woman is humming the X File Theme Song.
A Hole. im scared.

i better turn in now.
before the boogeyman gets me.
night, peeps.

- M, reporting to you live from Andie's crib, very insanely creeped out.
and stop humming the song already! god.

[jukebox track >>> semi charmed life- third eye blind]

YOU HAVE BEEN AWAY FOR A MONTH.
WAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!


since the third week that emma lied to me about coming back,
i have been embarking on the addiction of aggressive bingeing.
(yes. i know bingeing already stands for aggressive eating disorder. i like to magnify my word. alright?)
but this only happens when im at home in this godforsaken silent-till-you-can-hear-the-crickets crib of mine.
when im not busy working, FYP-ing or doing something illegal, i'd be munching on something.
ANYTHING. i just ate raw celery with no dressings whatsoever cos there was nothing left in the fridge (that is filling enough). it taste grosse but it keeps me busy.

speaking of fridge. there is the most orgasmic ice-cream sitting in my freezer now.


chocolate maltballs of Milo icecream. MMMM YUMMY
sharing is almost a sin for desserts like that. everyone should each get their own scoop!
$1.20 to satisfy your emptiness or mood swings at any nearby 7-eleven.

*today is gonna be the day where my pay check comes to me.*
but thanks once again to emma. who did not leave my bank card with me so i cant freaking withdraw any money. and my worry-full days continues.

oh yea. i had to switch on the TV and all the lights in the house so i dont get freaked out.
especially after watching Outer Limits on AXN Beyond.
(so mom. your bills are gonna be sky high. WOOH)



- M, reporting to you live from her very very LIFELESS cucina.