Slackarophobia. (//fear of slacking)

Well, first day at Goodrich Sales&Marketing Depmt.
Jeanette, my church mate, is literally sitting next door to me & I think the awesomest thing so far is that I have a really huge workdesk to myself. But there is absolutely no access to web messaging at all and I mean ebud, iloveim and even cbox! Hotmail too as I cant send mails. but that’s not a problem cos I put work environment top of the list and if it works den everything else can be tolerated. (:
I did what little of the dispatching, filing &copying work that my boss Cheryl left me & im back to my desk to decompose again.
Oh well, I shall go read Deathly Hallows now so paperboy can get it right after his Half Blood Prince.
Damn considerate rightttt your girlf. Yea I know. (:

Oh well. Yup.

TOODLES NOISY FUMEHOODS AND SMELLY PROPIONIC ACIDS.

i gotta make it clear that it's not the people here that arent good.
it's just me, i cant stand this sort of work environment.
that said, goodbye QA-ians of Kemin. it has been a rewarding 5 months. (:
you guys might even be the ones that help me decide that science isnt really my passion (no pun intended). (:

dear liyan esp, for making the lab still stayable when faggot maggot talks too much bullshit.
ah, it is kinda sad though i dont really like working here. odd huh, us humans.

another phase of my life ending here. my lab life in a nutshell; not desirable i must say.

next please! Goodrich, here i come!

[jukebox track>>> leaving- jesse mccartney]

“BOMBASTICALLY EXCITED!”

hello there, fellow freakazoids!
there's so many things to be happy for this month and i want to share with all of you like Sharity Elephant does!
this sunday, im going to become a child of god alongside my 5o over brothers and sisters from Life Church! Another family, i have! i swear it's something to be so grateful for because you can never have enough love here and a sense of identity is the only thing left to fulfil. (im really glad momok is coming too. it means alot to me.)
& on monday, im starting work at my friend's company. though pay aint as tantalising as my previous lab-ass job, but i think i'll love this change in environment (the people, ESP!) and my friend's sitting next to me only, haha. but the catch is i gotta wake at 5.30am & crumble with a dislocated jaw cos i'll probably yawn like no tomorrow. oh well, no problems there, i got my iPood and an hour long busride to snooze off to. (:
& YES, nothing beats the excitement of traveling!
SAWADEEKAP, BANGKOK. next friday, man. is it fast or what. i got the money, baggages and gears ready. now all we need is an itinerary. MAO MAO, travel guide? oh & our travelmates kk &girlf is like MIA, hope they're all set and ready too! (:
finally, i think things at home are getting a little better too. maybe i should put in more effort. mm, i think it's just me.
ANYHOOZERS, im still contemplating the degree that i should pursue. i know i wont just stop at a diploma but deg is something so headaching. ARG. should i still continue this science track? should i take a risk and do something fun instead of safe? ohhhh, i wish i had NS too. (all this brainwrecking would be void)

but that aside, IM STILL HAPPY! (:

counting my blessings.

[amazing love- hillsong united]


wheeyooooooooooooo
thank GOD! i got a place at GASCA, alright!
i didnt use to be so grateful when these little things happen, but when i realised You have always been there for me, everything else just shines brighter. even if it means small things like waking up at six in the morning or dodging snide remarks from chrissy the faggot maggot, i am still counting my blessings. (:



okay guys. now back to business:

PEOPLE! I HAVE AN AWESOME JOB OPPORTUNITY FOR YOU UNEMPLOYED BUGGIES OUT THERE!

now listen, if:

1. you have a diploma in any science field (pharmaceutical science, biomed, biotech, food science or whatever)
2. is keen on working in a laboratory for a month
3. able to travel to woodlands to work
4. can work from 8.30am to 5.30pm, weekdays
5. is alright with a pay of 1.6k with the above mentioned facts



THEN PLEASE GIVE ME A DIAL OR LEAVE A TAG ON MY TAGBOARD NOW!

i urgently need someone to take my place as a QA Chemist in my curent company.

c'mon guys, it's good pay and work is quite easy. if you do well, extention of work is possible.

if anyone is interested, get to me ASAP alrights? cos i gotta find someone by this coming thursday, 27th august.

hurry now and i'll set up an interview session for you with my friendly boss. (:

grab it while vacancy last! :D

NO WONDER NO ONE CALLED LA, WAH LAOOOOOO.

sometimes i feel like just stabbing myself a little.
i wrote the wrong number on my resumeeeeeeeee. GOSHHHH.
*grabs onto hair and bangs head on monitor* SUPERFUCKINGLY BLUR TO THE MAX.
thank god i got an interview at an aerostructure company from my churchmate.
if all's well, toodaloo Kemin. and if God decides to, hello PSB & hello james. (:

note to self// must thank god for putting 毛毛 beside me to keep me in check,. sorry that im such an oddball nowzadayzzzz, boyfriend.
MOODSWINGS ARE KILLERS, I SWEAR. cos you know it's wrong but you dont know how to hold it down.
ANYWAYYYYY, BANGKOK IS COMING!!! EXHILARATED & GOING BANANAS!!!
(speaking of bananas, i miss orange julius's banana original shake. hint hint. LOL)

mister fredricksennnnnnnnnnnn!

easily the best pixar movie i watched, really.
not a cartoon fan but this one sure deserves FIVE POPCORNS. (:

[mr curiosity- jason mraz]

I WANNA SWIM LIKE THE ICE IN YOUR ICED TEA.

i am sitting in my lab now with a spinning head & frustrated self cos the darn aircon here is spoiled!
have to purposely go to the fumehood a few times cos it's cooler there but the propionic acid is one devilmothershitass smelly. CALL ME ALREADY, MR DESMOND TEO.
ugh, 21 minutes more to punch out. i miss armpits.

MY WARRING HEART.

this is harder than i thought.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
harder than any exams i ever sat for.

[ >>>> we are broken- paramore]

BASK IN YOUR LIFE; CELEBRATE THE PRESENT.

PEOPLE, HI AGAIN. (:

most people dont understand that the only thing stopping them from happiness, is in fact themselves.
i know it sounds like a very simple idea, but grasping it is so damn hard; for me at least. but being a COG, you can live your life to an eternity of joy. im glad im restoring that dignity.i am not upset with the people who disappointed me, i am not brought down by those who convict me, i am not over-reacting to things i think too deep into. because i believe, that come what may, i'm in His itinerary. and in this itinerary, it is for the common good, be it for my own or the people around me. (:

(thank you for being there to remind me, armpits & bro. and im thankful for the Sundays that helps rest my heavy soul.)