PESSIMIST [pes-uh-mist] //
–noun
1. a person who habitually sees or anticipates the worst or is disposed to be gloomy
2. an adherent of the doctrine of pessimism

people usually dont associate me with this word because i show too much smile and laughter as a facade. i dont blame anyone for it.
i can get royally annoyed when people use this on me because i would never believe myself to be less of a cheerbug than i show that i am.
but the truth is, i am and i dwell alot in negative thoughts. worst of all, half the time i dont realise it.

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note to self// celebrate your life.